Celestial Courage

Revealed best at the dead of night

I walk outside consumed by a full moons light

Proving to me not only the sun must shine so bright

When I feel all alone at the days end

I allow my heart to begin to slowly descend

I catch light of the moon my closest friend

Soon I begin to remember the past so obsolete

Memories left behind torn and incomplete 

I sit divided, while heart and mind compete

Alone I stand a soul created for solitude

Made to move the earth with an utter magnitude

While what is within remains its only feud

 My only controversy that is purely domestic

None will ever understand why I remain skeptic

Everything visceral becomes completely hectic

With happiness and chaos may I sit and wonder

I choose to act as individual on these thoughts I ponder

Because it is my happiness that lies yonder 

        Here's another boring post for my few readers to scavenge on! I'm just laying here, restless getting absorbed into another deep thought about where life's about to take me, nine more weeks and I'm graduated! Well as I'm sure you all know I have been anticipating graduation and where I will be going for a long time now. Still; I have hardly any clue, I'm not that worried though.

        I'm breaking it down, and smiling at what I got, because that's what I'll use. I've got motivation, I'm innovative, strong willed, driven, and I live by my morals. As far as I can tell, those characteristics are enough to set me up with something eventually. College, maybe soon, maybe never. Why cross a bridge I'm not ready to? Why worry? I know eventually I'll make it somewhere, until then, I'm gonna let life take me on a little ride.

       The thing is, I have no reason to feel rushed or pressured about choosing something that will set me up for the next forty years. I'll get somewhere I can bare to be, and maybe life will let me stumble my way to where I wanna be. I know when I find it I'm gonna shine, because when there's a little passion behind me, well step out of the way or you'll get run over. That's a fact - ask my family.