I read a quote the other day, its exact words I know not, but the fact is, what it said really hit home with me. The exact quote I know not, to poorly paraphrase it read something similar to " You tell yourself it will happen in the future to put off making it happen in the present"
The point being the immensity of my goals at 14 compared to 18 have changed a plethora. Not necessarily saying that is a bad thing, it's not exactly a good thing. I've given up my extreme goals to meet more realistic goals and desires. However, those desires and goals, will never be my dreams, they don't compare! The sad fact is every day I tell myself "well so-and-so wasn't famous till he was older" that's how I sleep at night, and why I'm awake now. I sleep at night because they some people didn't impact the world till they were so much older. Yet as of now I sit here awake because I know that a day hadn't gone by with those people where they hadn't uncontrollably thought and worked toward their dreams.
Yet here I am, and I don't even know how I'm trying to change how people think ,or how the world operates. Still, I make it a goal! You know how stringent and constant that ever so subtle stress is on the human body? I beat myself to Hell at times, yet I have no clue why it seems.
I guess my only point is, the time is never tomorrow, but instead it is today, it's never too late to make a change no matter the immensity of the change! You have to have the power of will to tell yourself you can do it, and even to make it happen.
