My thoughts become so twirled Within these words I yell out As I lay here mad at the world And show to you all, I'm filled with doubt To you all I try to be so frank Yet I'm separated with every thought Emotions fill this page, yet feels so blank For my pain, well it is not sought Strength is present when it need not be Yet when it calls, I am broken Look and that much you will see Words I should have spoken Yell out to me in the dead of night I wonder who is to blame My strength leaves me without a fight No longer can I play this game