This hasn't slipped my mind like I hoped it would I don't wanna keep thinking, But I know I should My mind is aching with this stress If I drop this all would there be less? The repetition of this roams through my head Every scary scenario must be shot dead Just as I feel fields of doubt start to fade I find in it's place a nightmare has been made With my thoughts I have no choice but to reason Before I become infected with their poison Should I wait till farther down the road When we may both bare a lighter load Hopes held high the risk is worth taking May it all lay in wait for the making