Meaning Behind My Words

I’m beginning to apply myself as I venture out into this world alone

I plead my soul persist on this pursuit of a serene reaction

When clouded by emotions my mind struggles to condone

Only after my introspection has settled may I choose to take action

Searching endlessly for the avenue of this world, that remains unknown

May my weaknesses guide me, and provide my sanity unfathomable traction

In life troubles will always exist, their abundance, often unable comprehend

My essence fortunate, for this alone resides my isolated strife

To these troubles will my thoughts depart and perpetually extend

This concept will preserver, hard to grasp, my mind molded increasingly fife

For it strengthens my internal compass until my wit falls to its end

Bittersweet to ponder at times, imagine being sculpted by a dull knife

I choose to take record of the moment; I don’t feel it essential to retain

They say don’t make the same mistake twice, duly noted is every feeling

These words here for reference, I need not to relive the pain

With every article may I continue, I’m evolving into a blissful being

In every submission I know I will be able to find a gain

For when I am lost they lay my problems out entirely for viewing